My Life- My Friends

When I hold your hand,
I feel secure....
When we chat for hours,
I feel Blessed....
Whenever I feel alone,
I never hesitate....
In calling you up and chitchatting for no reason.....
When I get annoyed,
its you who make me laugh....
When I falter while walking on the road of my life....
Its you who lend me a helping hand to stand up again....
When I am depressed,
you give me your shoulder.....
We fight, we cry, we end up in sullen faces...
But in front of the world,
we are one, whatsoever be the cases...
We know each other,
we trust each other completely....
Despite being so different,
we are counterparts in life...
For me, its you, for you, its me, no one else....
For the rest of the world we are a separate entity....
Who says that Love is the only road to happiness???
I say its friendship which bridges the gap.....
Between a Life "Spent" and a Life "Lived"...
Thanks for being in my life and adding colours to it.....
Thanks for making me "Live" my life....
Not just spend it...
Love u all...
You all are my life...
Be there always.... :-)

Waiting For You......

When the sun sets slowly......
Down the mesmerising hills.....
And the night turns out to become........
A messenger of loneliness.....
Remember my love.........I am waiting for you........
When the stars loom like blinking stones.........
In the dimly lit sky..........
And the moon wanders through the dark clouds........
The moon light slips on your head..........
To your eyes and to your lips........
And evokes some forgotten imprints......
Remember my love......
I am waiting for you.......
When the silence of the night..........
Creeps up into your bed.........
And tingles you to wake up.........
From the trance of your dreams........
And the slowly blowing breeze.........
Brings a sweet aroma of memories........
Remember my love..........
I am waiting for you.........
When you stand alone.........
Watching the shining silver clouds.........
At midnight........
And wonder why every  star blinks at you..........
And you feel that the air is singing........
And the moon is calling.........
To come and get lost in their world.........
Get embraced in the romance of eternity.........
Remember my love...........I am waiting for you..........
When the far reaching horizon........
Seems so near..........
That you feel you are a part of it.........
And slowly the twinkles fall down.........
Sparkling in your embrace..........
With the warmth of deep eternal affection.........
Remember my love.......
I am waiting for you..........
When the dew starts settling down.........
On the crisp green leaves of young daffodils..........
And the roses sprout with new shy buds........
Waiting to turn into audacious blooms.........
To enchant and spellbind the world........
With their intoxifying beauty.........
Remember my love........
I am waiting for you......
When slowly the night starts fading away.........
The curtain of sweet darkness gets rolled up........
And the sun starts painting the canvas of sky........
With vivid red strokes...
And the warmth of dawn.......
Wakes up the world with a smile.......
Remember my love.....
I am still waiting for you.......
Waiting for you.........
Waiting for you........
Waiting for you.............

Sometimes......

Sometimes....
I feel growing up from inside.........
Calm, recollected and composed...........
And the next moment.........
My lucky star does a bunk...........
And I feel I have lost my way......
Sometimes........
I wake up suddenly...........
To clutch unseen hands of help...........
To get rescued from a nightmare..........
But I come to know............
That I am alone to face the fear..........
To fight the perils of my life............
And I gradually realize...........
The fallacy of concilation...........
Put forward by people...........
And I laugh at myself for.........
believing them...........
Sometimes..........
I feel so warm............
Just by watching the sunset..........
And i feel deeply moved inside.........
By thinking that one has to fall...........
Before one plans to rise............
I retrospect my downfall.........
Seeming endless into a never ending rift.........
And the next moment...........
I summon all my strength...........
To assure that I am going to rise again..........
Sometimes............
I feel torn apart and lost...........
In a maze of mirrors.........
And I am unable to find myself.........
I feel like I have lost my identity..........
In this horrendous world.............
Sometimes........
While walking on a lonely road..........
I pace up myself to get even with someone.........
To catch hold of his hand..........
So not to let him go.........
But my efforts remain futile...........
For my hands do not find anyone to hold them..........
And they gradually retreat..........
In a disquieting silence..........
Whose irony again makes me smile...........
And I think....
I am going to be the one to hold someone's hands.........
Which reach out to me in search of help.........
I am not going to be the dependent........
I am not going to be the helpless.........
I am going to be the helper......
Sometimes.......
The loneliness around me engulfs me like a coil of a snake.......
And I struggle to trudge myself out..........
The messengers of Satan inject the seething heat of hatred inside me............
And I feel overpowered enough to succumb to it and ignore myself.......
But the next moment I emerge..........
From the deep valley of trauma........
To fight back for myself.........
And to survive as a Victor, not a looser..........
Sometimes.........
I feel dying from inside...........
Shattered to pieces, deep from within...........
Due to the transitory world and its ways...........
But, I know...........
I am here to change the ways.........
The perpetrators of this dehumanisation.......
Block my way at every step........
But I know I have to fight...........
Against hate, against loneliness.........
Against rage and against fear........
Against all the odds inside me........
I am not a personality.....
I am "personalities" from within.......
Each with its aura............
And I try to balance myself........
In each way possible.........
Seems incongruent, seems ridiculous to some.....
But this is the bitter truth......
Which is going to be the cure of my malady.......
Being one with myself.........
Fighting back, yes.......
My journey has begun.....
And I keep walking.....
Not sometimes....but.........
Always..................

Can't Stop Thinking About You

The mesmerising memories, the love that is true
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...
The sweet smell of showers in which we got drenched
Our love was the only pool where our thirst got quenched
Dribbling on the tiny pebbles, brimming like a brook
Oh my sweetheart how can I forget your that look
Whenever I am happy you know the reason is who
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...
The serene smile on your face lights up my day
Your just a little laugh makes me find my way
I never feel alone I know you are always by my side
I have started dreaming now with my eyes open wide
New is the way I think, The way I act is new
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...
When I close my eyes, I can just see your face
And when I open up my eyelids, I can feel your embrace
When I hear my name I can see your lips smiling
When you look at me with love I can see your eyes shining
You know this truth that you are the reason behind everything I do
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...
I see the rivers running down the hills to meet the sea
I want to indulge in you as a river and become free
You are the ocean of my love, you are my expressive sky
Your smell is mixed up with the breeze that passes me by
I miss you darnly baby I know you miss me too
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...
Yous love melts like ice, chills me to my heart
Even a single thought of separation tears me apart
The rain brings the message that you are missing me now
I will reach to you my darling no matter what and how
You know the reson I am living and the reason is YOU.....
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you..........
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...........
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you.....................

Kaise???

Tumhare Dil me basi dhadkan hu main
Apne Dil se mujhe bhulaoge kaise?
Jo tumhare man me basi meri tasveer hai
Use apne hathon se mitaoge kaise?
Tumhari zindagi ka main hi to saaz hu
Bina mere koi dhun banaoge kaise?
Har saans tumhaari to mera hi nam leti hai
Apni saanson ke bina jee paoge kaise?
Apna chehra to tumne hamesha meri ankhon me dekha hai
Ab aks dekhne ko naya darpan laaoge kaise?
Raahein to tumhari mere saath chalne ko bani hain
Mere bina tum un par kadam badhaoge kaise?
Roshan hai tumahara jeeven meri hansi ke dum se
Rulakar mujhe ghar me diya jalaoge kaise?
Tumhare har pal ko maine apni baaton se sajaya hai
Mere bina wo pal saare bitaoge kaise?
Chaahe anchaahe bhi mere paas hi aate ho
Main na rahungi to aansu chchipaoge kaise?
Tumhari har khwahish ko maine palko pe sajaya hai
Auron se apni khwaahishein puri kar paaoge kise?
Roothne manane ki mere saath jo tumhari yaadein hain
Unhe yad kar chupchaap aansu bahaoge kaise?
Wo nadi kinaare ki khilkhil, wo raahon ki chuppi
Un saare palo ko ek saath sanjo paaoge kaise?
Aaj har mod par mera haath thaam lete ho
Na rahungi main to in raahon me mud paaoge kaise?
Mushkilein jab aati hain to mujhe hi talaashte ho
Mere bina ye mushkilein akele suljhaoge kaise?
Tumhaare jeevan ka har pal mera aadi ho chuka hai
Mere bina ab ek bhi kadam chal paaoge kaise?
Ye nadiyaan ye jharne sab to meri hi yaad dilate hain
Mujhse door hokar inke paas ja paoge kaise?
Maana ki mere sath saat pheron ka bandhan nahi tumhara
Par kisi aur ke saath bhi phere le paaoge kaise?
Jab tan man me mujhe deewano ki tarah basa rakha hai
To batao mujhe kisi aur ke deewane ban paaoge kaise?
Aaj mere saath jeene marne ki kasmein khaate ho tum
Tod kar wo saari kasmein khud se nazrein milaoge kaise?
Maana ki mera saath bhi ek bandhan maangta hai
Par mujhe chchodkar kisi naye bandhan me bandh paaoge kaise?
Main koi tohfa ya uphaar nahi maanti khud ko
Par mere na milne par batao, khush rah paaoge kaise?
Chun Chun kar tumhaare liye main varmaala banati hu
Thukra kar use koi upvan seench paaoge kaise?
Mere naam ko apne hothon pe sajaaye phirte ho
Kisi aur ke naam ko hothon se lagaoge kaise?
Itni mehnat se sapno ka ashiyaana saath banaya hai
Todkar use koi naya basera sajaoge kaise?
Poori duniya ke saamne to mujhe hi apna chuke ho
Ab muh pherkar kisi aur ko apna banaoge kaise?
Main wo tootta taara hu jiski jhalak par tum zindagi maangte ho
Toot jaungi hamesha ki khaatir to mujhe jod paaoge kaise?
Saath baith kar samandar kinaare ret ke mahal banate ho aaj
Jab koi lehar le jaaye use to rok paaoge kaise?
Aaj tak tumhaare har sawal ka main hi jawab banti aayi hun
Jo uthege mere baad us sawal ka jawab de paaoge kaise?
Meri zindgi hi to tumhaare jeene ka maksad rahi hai ab tak
Mujhse bichchadkar ae meri jaan, bolo jee paoge kaise?
Bolo jee paoge kaise........ Jee paoge kaise??????

A Plea To My Nation

Hear O my magnificent Lord

Arise!

Arise from thy slumber

Awake!

Awake O thunderous Epitome of Courage

Cut Asunder thy bonds

Break open the shackles of gloom

Rise!

Rise O my gracious Beloved

Let the servants of thee consecrate thy feet with their blood

And Usher thy blessings on their wretched hearts

So that they can stand and fight

Against all the odds, against all the satanic influences

Imbibe thy pious love, and unending perseverance of efforts

Upon us, on the existence of our minds and souls

Don't let the uniqueness of thy diversity get buried under the sepulchre of monotonic tyranny of hegemony

Do not succumb to the fallacy of false icons

Who are standing in the way of thy success

Emerge!

Emerge from the dark depths of trauma

Sparkle like the sunshine of summer morning

Shine to the extent that the world gets dumbstruck

Enamoured by thy scintillating Uprise

Let the darkness looming over us flee away by thy charming luminous presence

Just like the gloomy clouds hanging over the marvellous meadows get swept away by the arrival of west wind

Behold!

Behold my auspicious leader, the horizon is calling you

Pace up your accent...... To the eternal uprising

Thy shouldst not stoppeth, as thou art the messenger of peace

Who hadst striveth to rescue the ailing planet

Recognize!

Recognize thy inner spirit

Let the flame of hell incinerate thy foes

And the sweet showers of Heavens soothe all thy woes

Let the mighty sword of thy bravest sons protect thy honour

Bless them with thy heartiest blessings oh my earthly Lord Almighty

So that they can display their gallant efforts in preservance of thy grandeur

Let the brimming love of thy sons and daughters endear thy enchanting aroma

Oh My Saviour, disrupt the coil of the sombreness around you

And thrive to new heights with your rejuvinated grandeur

Let us be the Foundation Stone of thy success

A part of thy golden history

I plead you my Nation, awake and arise

Thou art the racer racing against time

Speed up, Reach ahead........... And for thee

The Sky is not the limit, it's the BEGINNING....................................

Faasle

Kisi se itna dur bhi na jao

Ki uske pukarne par sun na sako

Kisi ke itne paas bhi na aao

Ki khud ki hasti hi kho do

Kisi se itna dur na jao

Ki uski nigaho se hi nahi dil se bhi ojhal ho jao

Kisi ke itne paas bhi na aao

Ki uski aankhon me panpi duri na padh pao

kisi se itna dur bhi na jao

Ki uski yaadein tak dhundhli ho jayein

Kisi ke itne paas bhi na aao

Ki uski judai ka dard bhi na seh sako

Kisi se itna dur bhi na jao

Ki uske aur tumhare raaste alag ho jayein

Kisi ke itne paas bhi na aao ki tum apni raahein bhul jao

Kisi se itna dur bhi na jao ki kadam ginte ginte dum nikal jaye

Kisi ke itne paas bhi na aao

Ki tumhari saansein bhi uski gulam ho jayein.........

Kisi se itna dur bhi na jao

Ki dil se dil ki dor tut jaye

Kisi ke itna paas bhi na aao

Ki apne hi dil ki dhadkane na sun pao

Hamesha yaad rakhna,ye duniya faaslon ka khel hai

Paas rehna ya dur jaana,tumhara apna faisla hai

Zamaane ki reet se itna dur bhi na jao

Ki zamaana tumhe apnane se inkaar kar de

Aur zamaane ki dor me itne na jakad jao

Ki tumhara astitva tumhara saath nibhaane se inkaar kar de...........

In faaslo ko samajhna hi zindagi hai,

samajh lo to kohinoor,

warna dhool hai zindagi....

Maa Apne Shishu Ke Prati

Jab se aaye tum jeevan me kuch naya naya sa lagta hai

Mere jeevan ke upvan me tumhara mukhda hi sajta hai

Ye komal se do kamal nayan ye chchoti si muskaan

Ye jeeven sarita thi tapt meri, tumne diya ise jeevan daan

Ye mukhchandra pe khilkhilati hansi tumhari

Athkheliyaan mere ank me jo lagti badi pyaari

Chamchamati tumhari aankhon me jab mujhe chchaya apni dikhti hai

He mere jeevenadhaar mujhe ye duniya sajeeli lagti hai

Kabhi na dekha aise khud ko, Kabhi na aise jaana tha

Hota hai maatritva ka aanand kya ye maine bhala kab jaana tha

Ab dekhu jahan bhi duniya me sab bhala bhala sa lagta hai

Jab se aaye tum jeevan me kuch naya naya sa lagta hai

Ye narm tumhare haath jab mere mukh ko sehlaate hain

Sach kehti hu mere prempushp mujhe ye ankaha sa sukh de jaate hain

Apnatva aur mamta ki garima ka tumne matlab samjhaya hai

Tumhe paakar mere kalpavriksha maine pure sansaar ko paaya hai

Ansamjhi anjaani tumhari bhaasha, mujhe jaane kya kya keh jaati hai

Meri saari shabdon ki duniya bas ik tumpe simat jati hai

Bholi bhaali kaaya tumhaari kanchan sam manbhbaavan lagti hai

Us par ye kaajal ki bindiya manmohak badi hi fabti hai

Purnachandra sa shobhit ye mukh bada suhana lagta hai

Jab se aaye tum jeevan me kuch naya naya sa lagta hai

Usha ki nam kiranein jab haule se tumhe jagati hain

Tumhe nahi maalum ye dekh meri aankhein kitna sukh paati hain

Varshajal sa nirmal tumhara tan Gangajal se paavan hai

Tum ho puraskaar mere punyo ka kehta mujhse mera ye man hai

Mere adhure jeevan ko tumne hi to aakar purna kiya

Adhbana tha chitra mere sukh ka tumne hi to use sampoorna kiya

Mil gayi khushi saare jag ki, ab nahi bachi koi ichcha hai

Jab se aaye tum jeevan me kuch naya naya sa lagta hai

Ho kendra bindu tum mere jag ka tum hi to mere praan ho

Srijit kiya tumhe maine, tumhi mere dukho ka traan ho

Ye manohaari chchavi jo mere dil me bas gayi lagti hai

Wah hai tumhare Pita ki pratichchaya jo har pal mujhme basti hai

Ho tum prateek mere prem ka jise dil se maine sinchit kiya

Di maanyata mere prem ko tumne, mahima se use abhimandit kiya

Kiya tumne mujhko pura, Maata banne ka mujhe sukh diya

Aur kahu kya tumse he Paavan, tumne jeevan ko naya roop diya

Kaise baandhun bhaavo ko shabdo me, ye mujhe to asambhav lagta hai

Jab se aaye tum jaaven me sab naya naya sa lagta hai........

Sab naya naya  sa lagta hai.........

Sab naya naya sa lagta hai............ 

A Message For The Beloved

I feel you in the breath of fresh air

In every drop of rain

Which drenches me to my heart

I feel your embrace when I see myself in the shiny mirror

Reflecting the glow of your eyes

I see you everytime when I drop the curtains of my eyes

I sense you in my own touch

Coz what I have is yours

I reach to you through the bridge of my love

Which takes me along, safe from this world

My every dream is a gift of thine

Which slowly enters into my mind

And leaves indelible imprints of your selfless endless love

Continuously I have been wreathing

The pearls of ur unspoken words

The charisma of ur presence

I have been collecting memories of ur company

And have treasured them in the core of my heart

I have become so valuableDue to ur presence..........

My heart has transformed

Into an everflowing river

Of emotions, Love and Bliss

Be with me, Beside me

Your words enrich my soul's sanctity

Let your soul combine with mine

And become my eternal destination

Let me feel you more

Let me see you more

Let me touch you more

With the ever increasing love

Bound by our souls.................................................................

Geet Preet Ke Kaise Gaaun?

Soone is Man ki Bagiya me

Andhiyaari is gum ki Duniya me

Deep prem ke kaise jalaun

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Door lage ab mujhe kinara

Beech dhaar me kahan sahara

Dolti jeevan ki is naiyya ko

Kaise ab main paar lagaun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Khaali lage saavan ke jhoole

Yaadon ko koi kaise bhoole?

Unhi yaadon ke dansh sahu main

Kaise tujhe is dil se bhulaun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Pal pal mujhe ek hook sataye

Dil paagal mera mujhe jalaye

Van upvan me dolun jogan si

Kaise phir wo aas jagaun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Jo tha mera wo kal wo tum the

Jo hota wo kal bhi tum the

Par aaj chchod gaye tum mujhko

Kaise is man ko samjhaun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Lambi hai raah jeevan ki

Bujhi nahi trisha tan man ki

Mera to sarvasva tumhi the

Mere praan tyaagkar kahan main jaaun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Chaandani ab nahi suhati hai

Koyal ki kuk kahan lubhaati hai?

Kadwe lagte hain saare geet

Unhe adharon par kaise sajaun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Vishbujhi lagein logon ki nazarein

Phande se lagein phoolon ke gajare

Gehane bediyon se ab lagte hain

Kaise khud ko kaidi main banaun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Aankhon ke sapne chchoot gaye

Dil ke darpan bhi toot gaye

Un bikhari kaanch ki kirachon ko

Kaise apne haathon se uthaun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Prem ke rang ho gaye ab ojhal

Marta hai mera man ye pal pal

Tirti jaati hu gum ki leharon par

Kaise khud ko is se bachaun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Jaanti hu tum nahi lautoge

Mere beete pal waapis na doge

Par chalte jaana hi jeevan hai

Yahi sochlar chalti jaaun

Par geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Geet preet ke kaise geeun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Geet preet ke kaise gaaun?

Don't Call it Love

With all those tears I beheld in the shiny mirror of my eyes.....

For all those intimate dreams I cherished to dream....

In all those breathless ventures I planned with zeal and affection....

Its unexplainable, Its not love, Its something else.....

I swear my words fail to delineate the image of what I feel....

Love is a small word, which I feel devoid of the passion I am experiencing.....

And I don't want to put down the sanctity of my emotions....

For you, just for you,its you and only you....

I have immersed myself in thee, and I don't want to get rescued....

My soul cries out calling and I know that thine is listening....

So don't let the emotions get deterred by any unconscious effort....

Let it be Crude, Natural, Serene, Unexplainable....

Do not bind it in the shackles of words.....

For the Sweetness of affection, the Sacrosanctness of Devotion, The Humbleness of Loyalty know no bounds.....

Let it be like that, don't call it love....Don't Call It Love.....

Don't Call it Love........