Saturday 12 January 2013

Looking Back, Conjuring Memories

Of all those moments which helped us to learn, share and grow for a more peaceful and
happy world, together.

Mountains, myths, magic and memories….. From conferences to charismatic leaders. From
interactions to interjections …. From fun and frolic to fraternal discussions. Everything put
together sums up to the recent Kathmandu visit of the Indian Representatives in the
International Peace Conference and Leadership workshop organized by Universal Peace
Federation International. Indeed it was a memorable visit for me in many ways. First of all I was
selected to represent India on an international level where delegates from 27 Asian countries
came together to discuss about ‘The role of youth in Nation Building’. I got a chance to interact
with people from Japan, Indonesia, Malaysia, Thailand, Korea, Philippines, Nepal and many
more countries. I also got awarded as the ‘Collegiate Ambassador For Peace‘ by UPF and World
CARP. World CARP, as it stands for World Collegiate Association for Research of Principles, is a
worldwide organization which strives to incorporate young minds in International peace
building processes through College Peace Clubs and increased participation of dynamic youth in
the society. On the very first day we went to attend the World Carp Convention and Concert on
31st of August at Tribhuwan Army Officers’ Club Auditorium where students from all over the
world were invited and felicitated with the award of Collegiate Ambassadors for Peace. Four
students from India were selected for the award and two of them were from St. Stephen’s
College, Delhi including I , Prerna Singh and Preethish Raja. We also had the privilege to listen
to few very reputed International Leaders like Thomas J. Walsh, Dr. Chung Sik Yong, Mrs. Ursula
Mclackland and others. After that we enjoyed a very interesting and fun filled concert which
acquainted us with the culture and vividness of Nepal. After attending the concert we went
back to our respective hotels. Next day in the morning at 4:30 am we went to the hotel Yak and
Yeti to attend the “Hoon Dok Hae”, the morning prayer ritual for True Parents. Around 600
people were present there to attend the ritual. We sang holy songs and prayed for the well
being of true parents and success of the peace building mission. After this purifying ritual, we
went to the peace embassy and sang holy songs. After that we attended the International
Leadership Workshop in the Peace Embassy and got a chance to interact with Mr. Yutaka
Yamada, Mr. Kamol Thananopavern, Engr. Julius Maclicdem and Dr. Kook Jin Moon on various
topics. After that I presented my testimony on behalf of the students. I was the only student
who got a chance to present a testimony on behalf of all the student participants involved with
UPF and World Carp so it wasn’t like representing India on an International level but more like
representing the future generation in front of the Current Generation. And I can swear to the
fact that it was one of the most challenging tasks I’ve ever undertaken. I am used to addressing
huge crowds and bigwigs but this time it was definitely something else. It was a huge, very huge
responsibility. It was more of a promise. I could see billions of faces, young brilliant minds with
shining and glistening eyes which had only one dream in them- a peaceful and happy world. A
fraternal world, which is devoid of any walls, any borders and any prejudices based on caste,
class, creed, color or race. And the eagerness with which those eyes were looking at me, sent
shudders down my spine. The only thing which was hovering over my mind was that will I be
able to mould their aspirations into my words and convey it to the huge crowd sitting in front of
me, or to the delegates who are in charge of taking decisions at this very moment? Or to those
countries who are busy in building up more walls and less bridges? I honestly didn’t know. But
when I looked up and saw the shine in those expecting eyes, I was full of hope and optimism
that yes, if I am representing the youth, I shall be fearless, for no apprehensive mind can bring
down a revolution. And then it was when I delivered that speech which, I think, came straight
from the bottom of my heart because it was something which connected me to the clarion call
of humanity- building a peaceful world. I started with the words which I thought were apt for
the moment and initiated my speech with this-

“Most respected and honored guests on the dais and all the youth leaders present over here, I ,
Prerna Singh, a student representative of St. Stephen's College, Collegiate Ambassador of Peace
and a Peace Club member wish a very warm good evening to all of you on the behalf of the 1.2
Billion strong nation- India.
As I stand here to represent the aspirations and expectations of a peace loving country. I can
see billions of hands rising up in prayer, in unison to the universal, intrinsic and omnipotent
religion known as- PEACE.
Dear brothers and sisters who are listening to me right now,
as we all know that today we are living in a world which, according to Gurudeb Rabindra Nath
Thakur, is fragmented by narrow domestic walls. Chaos , selfishness, corrupt behavior have
become order of the day and in this hustle and bustle of so called notion of Modernity, we have
lost our true essence - that is being human. Isn't it? I guess everyone agrees with me. So why
are we here? We are here not because we are fighting for our survival but because we have
understood our responsibilities, as human beings, as pure souls, as messengers of the eternal
religion of mankind - peace, and above all - the supreme Lord. Yes, God Almighty. Youth is the
torchbearer of change and when the youth awakes, no one in this world can stop it. All the
young brothers and sisters who are going to be the future leaders and not only leaders but
enlightened souls, here is a promise from the land of peace and ahimsa, that the message of
love and peace was , is and will be an integral part of the conduct of our youth. World CARP,
as it stands for World Collegiate Association for the Research of Principles, has taken up the
herculean task to pioneer in such a chaotic world for such a noble cause. Our heart goes out
and bows to Father and Mother Moon, our parental figures of World CARP and yes, young
Leaders, the pledge of purity shall be our guiding angel. Peace is rather a process than a result.
Once you achieve it, you've to maintain it. So, the youth, Can I trust you? If yes, then on the
basis of this trust I can promise the current generation that the world is in secure hands. Past
can not be brought back and corrected, it is 'Now' what matters and can influence our future.
Youth is the present of the world and youth is going to change the future.
First of all I would like to thank World CARP for inviting us to participate in this historical
event. Yes, Respected guests and my dear brothers and sisters, this evolution of youth into a
completely new phase is going to be a turning point in the history of mankind. I would also like
to thank Reverend Rajakumar Clement, Vice Principal, St. Stephen's College and Mr. Krishna
Adhikari, Secretary General, UPF India for making Peace Club as a global venture , including the
most dynamic section of our society- the students. This is officially my first visit to Nepal so I
would like to thank all of you for such a warm welcome and an unforgettable experience.
Thank you so much everyone. Have a nice time.”
When I ended my speech, I could see those faces smiling. I could see a ray of hope descending
upon myself, scattering all the way in the universe. That was the divine touch which I could
feel slowly emerging from the crowd. To me, to the delegates and to the entire earth, gripping
it in its warm embrace, yes, that was hope. And I could see that the world was, indeed, in
secure hands now. After delivering my speech, we all interacted with the leaders. It was
an unforgettable experience. After that we went to our respective hotels, had dinner and
retreated to our rooms. Next day we went to attend a campaign by UPF which was titled as
Clean and Green Nepal which was a garbage separation education programme. We all gathered
in Ratna Park, one of the biggest parks of Kathmandu and started the cleaning campaign
alongwith the students from Nepal , Japan and other countries. After finishing it, we all went
for sightseeing in Kathmandu. We went to Pashupatinath Mandir and spent some time there.
After that we went to the local markets and did some shopping with whatever Nepali Currency
we were left with. After shopping and eating traditional food there, we came back to the
embassy and left for India that night, leaving behind the beautiful sceneries of Kathmandu and
taking back unlimited memories of learning , sharing and growing.
- Prerna Singh

Saturday 9 July 2011

My Life- My Friends

When I hold your hand,
I feel secure....
When we chat for hours,
I feel Blessed....
Whenever I feel alone,
I never hesitate....
In calling you up and chitchatting for no reason.....
When I get annoyed,
its you who make me laugh....
When I falter while walking on the road of my life....
Its you who lend me a helping hand to stand up again....
When I am depressed,
you give me your shoulder.....
We fight, we cry, we end up in sullen faces...
But in front of the world,
we are one, whatsoever be the cases...
We know each other,
we trust each other completely....
Despite being so different,
we are counterparts in life...
For me, its you, for you, its me, no one else....
For the rest of the world we are a separate entity....
Who says that Love is the only road to happiness???
I say its friendship which bridges the gap.....
Between a Life "Spent" and a Life "Lived"...
Thanks for being in my life and adding colours to it.....
Thanks for making me "Live" my life....
Not just spend it...
Love u all...
You all are my life...
Be there always.... :-)

Waiting For You......

When the sun sets slowly......
Down the mesmerising hills.....
And the night turns out to become........
A messenger of loneliness.....
Remember my love.........I am waiting for you........
When the stars loom like blinking stones.........
In the dimly lit sky..........
And the moon wanders through the dark clouds........
The moon light slips on your head..........
To your eyes and to your lips........
And evokes some forgotten imprints......
Remember my love......
I am waiting for you.......
When the silence of the night..........
Creeps up into your bed.........
And tingles you to wake up.........
From the trance of your dreams........
And the slowly blowing breeze.........
Brings a sweet aroma of memories........
Remember my love..........
I am waiting for you.........
When you stand alone.........
Watching the shining silver clouds.........
At midnight........
And wonder why every  star blinks at you..........
And you feel that the air is singing........
And the moon is calling.........
To come and get lost in their world.........
Get embraced in the romance of eternity.........
Remember my love...........I am waiting for you..........
When the far reaching horizon........
Seems so near..........
That you feel you are a part of it.........
And slowly the twinkles fall down.........
Sparkling in your embrace..........
With the warmth of deep eternal affection.........
Remember my love.......
I am waiting for you..........
When the dew starts settling down.........
On the crisp green leaves of young daffodils..........
And the roses sprout with new shy buds........
Waiting to turn into audacious blooms.........
To enchant and spellbind the world........
With their intoxifying beauty.........
Remember my love........
I am waiting for you......
When slowly the night starts fading away.........
The curtain of sweet darkness gets rolled up........
And the sun starts painting the canvas of sky........
With vivid red strokes...
And the warmth of dawn.......
Wakes up the world with a smile.......
Remember my love.....
I am still waiting for you.......
Waiting for you.........
Waiting for you........
Waiting for you.............

Sometimes......

Sometimes....
I feel growing up from inside.........
Calm, recollected and composed...........
And the next moment.........
My lucky star does a bunk...........
And I feel I have lost my way......
Sometimes........
I wake up suddenly...........
To clutch unseen hands of help...........
To get rescued from a nightmare..........
But I come to know............
That I am alone to face the fear..........
To fight the perils of my life............
And I gradually realize...........
The fallacy of concilation...........
Put forward by people...........
And I laugh at myself for.........
believing them...........
Sometimes..........
I feel so warm............
Just by watching the sunset..........
And i feel deeply moved inside.........
By thinking that one has to fall...........
Before one plans to rise............
I retrospect my downfall.........
Seeming endless into a never ending rift.........
And the next moment...........
I summon all my strength...........
To assure that I am going to rise again..........
Sometimes............
I feel torn apart and lost...........
In a maze of mirrors.........
And I am unable to find myself.........
I feel like I have lost my identity..........
In this horrendous world.............
Sometimes........
While walking on a lonely road..........
I pace up myself to get even with someone.........
To catch hold of his hand..........
So not to let him go.........
But my efforts remain futile...........
For my hands do not find anyone to hold them..........
And they gradually retreat..........
In a disquieting silence..........
Whose irony again makes me smile...........
And I think....
I am going to be the one to hold someone's hands.........
Which reach out to me in search of help.........
I am not going to be the dependent........
I am not going to be the helpless.........
I am going to be the helper......
Sometimes.......
The loneliness around me engulfs me like a coil of a snake.......
And I struggle to trudge myself out..........
The messengers of Satan inject the seething heat of hatred inside me............
And I feel overpowered enough to succumb to it and ignore myself.......
But the next moment I emerge..........
From the deep valley of trauma........
To fight back for myself.........
And to survive as a Victor, not a looser..........
Sometimes.........
I feel dying from inside...........
Shattered to pieces, deep from within...........
Due to the transitory world and its ways...........
But, I know...........
I am here to change the ways.........
The perpetrators of this dehumanisation.......
Block my way at every step........
But I know I have to fight...........
Against hate, against loneliness.........
Against rage and against fear........
Against all the odds inside me........
I am not a personality.....
I am "personalities" from within.......
Each with its aura............
And I try to balance myself........
In each way possible.........
Seems incongruent, seems ridiculous to some.....
But this is the bitter truth......
Which is going to be the cure of my malady.......
Being one with myself.........
Fighting back, yes.......
My journey has begun.....
And I keep walking.....
Not sometimes....but.........
Always..................

Can't Stop Thinking About You

The mesmerising memories, the love that is true
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...
The sweet smell of showers in which we got drenched
Our love was the only pool where our thirst got quenched
Dribbling on the tiny pebbles, brimming like a brook
Oh my sweetheart how can I forget your that look
Whenever I am happy you know the reason is who
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...
The serene smile on your face lights up my day
Your just a little laugh makes me find my way
I never feel alone I know you are always by my side
I have started dreaming now with my eyes open wide
New is the way I think, The way I act is new
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...
When I close my eyes, I can just see your face
And when I open up my eyelids, I can feel your embrace
When I hear my name I can see your lips smiling
When you look at me with love I can see your eyes shining
You know this truth that you are the reason behind everything I do
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...
I see the rivers running down the hills to meet the sea
I want to indulge in you as a river and become free
You are the ocean of my love, you are my expressive sky
Your smell is mixed up with the breeze that passes me by
I miss you darnly baby I know you miss me too
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...
Yous love melts like ice, chills me to my heart
Even a single thought of separation tears me apart
The rain brings the message that you are missing me now
I will reach to you my darling no matter what and how
You know the reson I am living and the reason is YOU.....
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you..........
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you...........
How can I tell you darling I can't stop thinking about you.....................

Kaise???

Tumhare Dil me basi dhadkan hu main
Apne Dil se mujhe bhulaoge kaise?
Jo tumhare man me basi meri tasveer hai
Use apne hathon se mitaoge kaise?
Tumhari zindagi ka main hi to saaz hu
Bina mere koi dhun banaoge kaise?
Har saans tumhaari to mera hi nam leti hai
Apni saanson ke bina jee paoge kaise?
Apna chehra to tumne hamesha meri ankhon me dekha hai
Ab aks dekhne ko naya darpan laaoge kaise?
Raahein to tumhari mere saath chalne ko bani hain
Mere bina tum un par kadam badhaoge kaise?
Roshan hai tumahara jeeven meri hansi ke dum se
Rulakar mujhe ghar me diya jalaoge kaise?
Tumhare har pal ko maine apni baaton se sajaya hai
Mere bina wo pal saare bitaoge kaise?
Chaahe anchaahe bhi mere paas hi aate ho
Main na rahungi to aansu chchipaoge kaise?
Tumhari har khwahish ko maine palko pe sajaya hai
Auron se apni khwaahishein puri kar paaoge kise?
Roothne manane ki mere saath jo tumhari yaadein hain
Unhe yad kar chupchaap aansu bahaoge kaise?
Wo nadi kinaare ki khilkhil, wo raahon ki chuppi
Un saare palo ko ek saath sanjo paaoge kaise?
Aaj har mod par mera haath thaam lete ho
Na rahungi main to in raahon me mud paaoge kaise?
Mushkilein jab aati hain to mujhe hi talaashte ho
Mere bina ye mushkilein akele suljhaoge kaise?
Tumhaare jeevan ka har pal mera aadi ho chuka hai
Mere bina ab ek bhi kadam chal paaoge kaise?
Ye nadiyaan ye jharne sab to meri hi yaad dilate hain
Mujhse door hokar inke paas ja paoge kaise?
Maana ki mere sath saat pheron ka bandhan nahi tumhara
Par kisi aur ke saath bhi phere le paaoge kaise?
Jab tan man me mujhe deewano ki tarah basa rakha hai
To batao mujhe kisi aur ke deewane ban paaoge kaise?
Aaj mere saath jeene marne ki kasmein khaate ho tum
Tod kar wo saari kasmein khud se nazrein milaoge kaise?
Maana ki mera saath bhi ek bandhan maangta hai
Par mujhe chchodkar kisi naye bandhan me bandh paaoge kaise?
Main koi tohfa ya uphaar nahi maanti khud ko
Par mere na milne par batao, khush rah paaoge kaise?
Chun Chun kar tumhaare liye main varmaala banati hu
Thukra kar use koi upvan seench paaoge kaise?
Mere naam ko apne hothon pe sajaaye phirte ho
Kisi aur ke naam ko hothon se lagaoge kaise?
Itni mehnat se sapno ka ashiyaana saath banaya hai
Todkar use koi naya basera sajaoge kaise?
Poori duniya ke saamne to mujhe hi apna chuke ho
Ab muh pherkar kisi aur ko apna banaoge kaise?
Main wo tootta taara hu jiski jhalak par tum zindagi maangte ho
Toot jaungi hamesha ki khaatir to mujhe jod paaoge kaise?
Saath baith kar samandar kinaare ret ke mahal banate ho aaj
Jab koi lehar le jaaye use to rok paaoge kaise?
Aaj tak tumhaare har sawal ka main hi jawab banti aayi hun
Jo uthege mere baad us sawal ka jawab de paaoge kaise?
Meri zindgi hi to tumhaare jeene ka maksad rahi hai ab tak
Mujhse bichchadkar ae meri jaan, bolo jee paoge kaise?
Bolo jee paoge kaise........ Jee paoge kaise??????

Saturday 18 June 2011

A Plea To My Nation


Hear O my magnificent Lord
Arise!
Arise from thy slumber
Awake!
Awake O thunderous Epitome of Courage
Cut Asunder thy bonds
Break open the shackles of gloom
Rise!
Rise O my gracious Beloved
Let the servants of thee consecrate thy feet with their blood
And Usher thy blessings on their wretched hearts
So that they can stand and fight
Against all the odds, against all the satanic influences
Imbibe thy pious love, and unending perseverance of efforts
Upon us, on the existence of our minds and souls
Don't let the uniqueness of thy diversity get buried under the sepulchre of monotonic tyranny of hegemony
Do not succumb to the fallacy of false icons
Who are standing in the way of thy success
Emerge!
Emerge from the dark depths of trauma
Sparkle like the sunshine of summer morning
Shine to the extent that the world gets dumbstruck
Enamoured by thy scintillating Uprise
Let the darkness looming over us flee away by thy charming luminous presence
Just like the gloomy clouds hanging over the marvellous meadows get swept away by the arrival of west wind
Behold!
Behold my auspicious leader, the horizon is calling you
Pace up your accent...... To the eternal uprising
Thy shouldst not stoppeth, as thou art the messenger of peace
Who hadst striveth to rescue the ailing planet
Recognize!
Recognize thy inner spirit
Let the flame of hell incinerate thy foes
And the sweet showers of Heavens soothe all thy woes
Let the mighty sword of thy bravest sons protect thy honour
Bless them with thy heartiest blessings oh my earthly Lord Almighty
So that they can display their gallant efforts in preservance of thy grandeur
Let the brimming love of thy sons and daughters endear thy enchanting aroma
Oh My Saviour, disrupt the coil of the sombreness around you
And thrive to new heights with your rejuvinated grandeur
Let us be the Foundation Stone of thy success
A part of thy golden history
I plead you my Nation, awake and arise
Thou art the racer racing against time
Speed up, Reach ahead........... And for thee
The Sky is not the limit, it's the BEGINNING....................................